All that I am___
SEVENTEEN going on to EIGHTEEN
30/11/1990
RP - DCID
♥FRIENDSTER
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All that I am___
SEVENTEEN going on to EIGHTEEN
30/11/1990
RP - DCID
♥FRIENDSTER
Monday, March 31, 2008
I said this post was going to be images heavy! hehe! so here it is! :D
So gotta talk about this uncle in the pic! He kept making irritating, unglam sounds with his lips to get people to move out of the way. Imagine if its tourists from Indonesia or Malaysia, they're so gonna think he's effing rude! HEHS! Like wth! The floor is so effing clean, he did not have to mop it once again. Even if a few peoples' shoes stepped on it, it wouldn't make a difference! Would it?
9:52 PM
Went out with nat today, it has been a really great and fun day today! HAHAS! :D
i promise to blog tomorrow yea! It'll be really image heavy! hahas! (:
So, as for now, just enjoy the laughters from the videos?
HEES! :D
TATA!
i promise to blog tomorrow yea! It'll be really image heavy! hahas! (:
So, as for now, just enjoy the laughters from the videos?
HEES! :D
TATA!
6:05 AM
Sunday, March 30, 2008
I suddenly feel very skeptical about death. I suddenly felt like questioning myself - " did we all live just to wait for the very day that we die?"
maybe many people would say no. Most probably because we live to enjoy and treasure every day, every hour, every minute, every second. Imagine you're a flame on a candle, you may be burning brightly today and perhaps *poof* you're gone tomorrow. I really feel so sad for my mum's friend. AHAHS! At this point of time, you guys are surely thinking " IT'S YOUR MUM'S FRIEND! WHAT HAS IT GOT TO DO WITH YOU?!" Well, my mum's friend is kinda like a sister to me. I was really close to her since young. Yea.. when i was young, i used to go to her house for chinese new year and we'll visit the small, puny sized, grey-haired popo. She always had a smile on her face. Everytime i visit her with my mum, she would give me sweets and red packets! How lucky huhs? I'm not even her own grandchildren. Recently, i stopped visiting her, well, as you know, when we all grow a little older, things get a little more busier. Yea.. my parents were really busy too.. and now *poof!* she's gone..gone forever. It suddenly hit me that i will not be seeing that happy face of hers ever again.
She went through alot. Before she passed away, she had needles poking into her, tubes going into her. Hearing it from my mum's friend, my tears were already at the corners of my eyes. I couldn't bear to hear that she was actually going through so much pain before she died.
Is that what we all ever lived for? To suffer in pain, all sorts of pain? Emotional pain, Physical pain.etc To wait for the very day that we die?
maybe many people would say no. Most probably because we live to enjoy and treasure every day, every hour, every minute, every second. Imagine you're a flame on a candle, you may be burning brightly today and perhaps *poof* you're gone tomorrow. I really feel so sad for my mum's friend. AHAHS! At this point of time, you guys are surely thinking " IT'S YOUR MUM'S FRIEND! WHAT HAS IT GOT TO DO WITH YOU?!" Well, my mum's friend is kinda like a sister to me. I was really close to her since young. Yea.. when i was young, i used to go to her house for chinese new year and we'll visit the small, puny sized, grey-haired popo. She always had a smile on her face. Everytime i visit her with my mum, she would give me sweets and red packets! How lucky huhs? I'm not even her own grandchildren. Recently, i stopped visiting her, well, as you know, when we all grow a little older, things get a little more busier. Yea.. my parents were really busy too.. and now *poof!* she's gone..gone forever. It suddenly hit me that i will not be seeing that happy face of hers ever again.
She went through alot. Before she passed away, she had needles poking into her, tubes going into her. Hearing it from my mum's friend, my tears were already at the corners of my eyes. I couldn't bear to hear that she was actually going through so much pain before she died.
Is that what we all ever lived for? To suffer in pain, all sorts of pain? Emotional pain, Physical pain.etc To wait for the very day that we die?
8:16 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008
Im feeling really bored today, and i don't know what else to blog about! So i kinda started taking really silly pictures! haha! :D
Isnt this pose what the CALs always love to do? hahas! so i tried to do my rendition of it. hahas!!
and yet another stupid picture of me! HAHAS! shall keep it here and leave it for a long, long, long time! maybe even my grandchildren will see it! hahas!
tata! :D
tata! :D
9:00 AM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
I feel really sick, really really sick!
Effing depressed! Dying of depression! I am disgusted looking at all the food that's going into my mouth, and they never seem to be coming out at all. I feel like throwing them all out.
I feel really tired looking at the mirror, psychoing myself to lose 10 kg. Whatever i try, all she would ever say is " YOU'RE FAT!" LIKEWHATHEHELL?!
I used to be eating and not feeling any concerned about my weight problem. But i feel like i have a serious problem going on now. I'm effing FAT and HEAVY! I weigh a total of 49kilograms! Thats like 108 lbs!
Someone please, please tell me what to do. I just want to be skinny again. I just don't ever wanna hear the word "FAT" being used on me again. I feel really effing depressed.
I feel as though i'm in a cold and dark room, being caged up just for the fact that i am FAT.
Effing depressed! Dying of depression! I am disgusted looking at all the food that's going into my mouth, and they never seem to be coming out at all. I feel like throwing them all out.
I feel really tired looking at the mirror, psychoing myself to lose 10 kg. Whatever i try, all she would ever say is " YOU'RE FAT!" LIKEWHATHEHELL?!
I used to be eating and not feeling any concerned about my weight problem. But i feel like i have a serious problem going on now. I'm effing FAT and HEAVY! I weigh a total of 49kilograms! Thats like 108 lbs!
Someone please, please tell me what to do. I just want to be skinny again. I just don't ever wanna hear the word "FAT" being used on me again. I feel really effing depressed.
I feel as though i'm in a cold and dark room, being caged up just for the fact that i am FAT.
10:38 AM
i really, really feel really fat.
i wanna shed 10kgs!
i really wanna be 35kg! hehs!
what's wrong with wanting to be thin?
i feel that anorexics should not be discriminated!
So what if they have eating disorders?
so what if they struggle so hard to make themselves look really thin!
i wanna shed 10kgs!
i really wanna be 35kg! hehs!
what's wrong with wanting to be thin?
i feel that anorexics should not be discriminated!
So what if they have eating disorders?
so what if they struggle so hard to make themselves look really thin!
7:56 AM
Well, "toot" says that i am flaming someone. According to dictionary.com, flaming is to send an angry, critical, or disparaging electronic message or to criticise or insult angrily in an electronic message.
I don't see myself criticising or insulting anyone. Not of anyone i know. unless *** is counted as a person. Or maybe even an email is counted as a person. Well, FYI, *** isn't my friend. Thus, insulting it wouldn't even be counted as flaming. Tskkk!
I don't see why certain people have to be so worked up with what i've written on my blog, because it is MY blog, and i can choose what i want to write on it. So long as i do not disclose the person's personal details, i do not see what wrong have i done by blogging. (:
Well, all i can say is if you do not like what you are reading here, please leave. Don't effing leave any dirty footprints of yours or remarks on my blog. Thank you. :D
I don't see myself criticising or insulting anyone. Not of anyone i know. unless *** is counted as a person. Or maybe even an email is counted as a person. Well, FYI, *** isn't my friend. Thus, insulting it wouldn't even be counted as flaming. Tskkk!
I don't see why certain people have to be so worked up with what i've written on my blog, because it is MY blog, and i can choose what i want to write on it. So long as i do not disclose the person's personal details, i do not see what wrong have i done by blogging. (:
Well, all i can say is if you do not like what you are reading here, please leave. Don't effing leave any dirty footprints of yours or remarks on my blog. Thank you. :D
2:38 AM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Ten things that made me feel really happy recently (quoted from a friend's blog)
1.Easter Service :D
2. Having those crapasses out of my life. (:
3. *** aka holy bastard's in NS! happy that i ain't gonna see his face on the streets any longer!
4. Finally get a room to myself!
5. Deleted my livejournal at last.
6. Glad there's no more "BFFS forever" bullshit! :D
7. Got my very own new laptop
8. Able to go to poly and not ITE :D
9. Making lots of new friends. (:
10. Being myself. :D
Well, i am happy with nearly everything. isnt it?
1.Easter Service :D
2. Having those crapasses out of my life. (:
3. *** aka holy bastard's in NS! happy that i ain't gonna see his face on the streets any longer!
4. Finally get a room to myself!
5. Deleted my livejournal at last.
6. Glad there's no more "BFFS forever" bullshit! :D
7. Got my very own new laptop
8. Able to go to poly and not ITE :D
9. Making lots of new friends. (:
10. Being myself. :D
Well, i am happy with nearly everything. isnt it?
8:11 AM
Monday, March 24, 2008
YAYS! the comment box is finally done! :D
I also added a tagboard at the side. (: hahas
Friends & company, do remember to tag / comment on my blog ya? :D
I also added a tagboard at the side. (: hahas
Friends & company, do remember to tag / comment on my blog ya? :D
7:44 PM
I found a really simple way to lose 10kg in a week! I don't know if it will work, but i am so gonna try it out! :D
Larry's Cucumber, Tomato and Onion Diet by Larry Levy (c) 2005
This is for real. I do weigh a lot, so not everyone will lose AS much as 10kg's (22lbs) in a week, but you can lose a lot of weight on this diet without starving yourself.
I get up very late and go to bed late so you may want to adjust the rules of the diet to suit your circumstances.
Firstly, get a good stock of nice cucumbers and tomatoes in with some nice baby onions. Have your last meal for the week on a Friday night, and start on Saturday by eating NOTHING till 5 pm each day. I get up at 1pm so that's around 4 hours after you get up. If you are really starving then you may have a crispy green apple after one hour of being awake.
If you can extend your first meal of cucumbers and tomatoes and onions till after 5pm, going to 6, 7, or 8 - even better.
Then you can slice up 1 tomato (med - large) and 1 cucmber (large) on a plate with a baby onion to spice it up. Pour some cider vinegar on with some black pepper if you like. Eat the plate slowly. Lemon juice can also be used as a dressing. NO OIL OR OTHER COMMERCIAL DRESSING OF ANY KIND.
1 TSP OF OLIVE OIL HAS 120 CALORIES AND WILL TOTALLY WRECK THE WEIGHT LOSS OBJECTIVE. JUST DO WITHOUT IT OTHERWISE DON'T BOTHER!!!
Also, make sure you sleep and relax AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE as this will limit the bodies production of cortisol which makes you fat.
Lastly, IF YOU GET HUNGRY AFTER ONE HOUR OR TWO JUST REPEAT THE PLATE OF CUCUMBERS !!
Drink lots of water. Try to drink sparkling to fill you up if you feel empty earlier in the day. Not too much though !
Then, finally, take one pill of (400 -500 mg)magnesium each day and do some 10 - 20 minutes of aerobic exercise -- enough to make you sweat a little but not so tired you want to eat to regain your enegy. This exercise is important to lose the weight but not as important as the diet!
You will lose weight.
5:58 AM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
I finally got my new blog done! HAHAS! :D
and i finally can put on my Nuffnang ads! The livejournal i used was not able to host the ads, so i had no choice but to shift to blogger! hahas! (:
Oh yea, by the way, i received an email this morning and this is what i saw
and i finally can put on my Nuffnang ads! The livejournal i used was not able to host the ads, so i had no choice but to shift to blogger! hahas! (:
Oh yea, by the way, i received an email this morning and this is what i saw
click for larger view! :D
I totally went from "WOAHS!" to " ...." hehes!
I guess there's no such thing as free lunch huhs...
HEES! :D
but anyways, i do not know if its a scam or not. It is up to you guys to figure it out.
oh well, just don't be enticed easily by such emails. They're out there to cheat your money. (:
I totally went from "WOAHS!" to " ...." hehes!
I guess there's no such thing as free lunch huhs...
HEES! :D
but anyways, i do not know if its a scam or not. It is up to you guys to figure it out.
oh well, just don't be enticed easily by such emails. They're out there to cheat your money. (:
10:10 PM