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All that I am___
PHOEBE
SEVENTEEN going on to EIGHTEEN
30/11/1990
RP - DCID
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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

FUCKING IMBECILES!
I FEEL SO EFFING PISSED!

" FREE-RUNNING IS MY LIFE?" OH PLEASE! BULLSHIT! HAHS! TSKK! It is supposedly solely used by MR LO JUNLIANG, MY FRIEND! NOT YOU! THANK YOU :D

"One man's trash is one man's treasure" I USED IT FIRST BITCH! DON'T EFFING PISS ME OFF! IT AINT' THE FIRST TIME YOU'RE DOING THIS TO ME. GO GET A BRAIN OF YOUR OWN WHORE! wtheck!

MY CLASS W45C OFFICIALLY HAS LOADS OF IMBECILES WHO DO NOT HAVE BRAINS OF THEIR OWN

1:31 AM





Tuesday, April 29, 2008

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
WHATTHEFUCK! I HATE BEING IN REPUBLIC NOW!
I FEEL REALLY DEPRESSED! SICK!
It was not even what i wanted! I dont wanna stay in REPUBLIC
WHATEVER TEAM REPUBLIC CRAPSHIT! I DONT WANNA HEAR ANYMORE OF THESE!
Dont even mention friends! oh please! gosh! give me a break! I JUST WANNA GO TO NGEE ANN NOW!
CRAP! WHY DID I EVEN EFFING LISTEN TO WHAT GRACE HAS TO SAY?
WHY ALLOW HER TO BRAINWASH ME?!
IT WAS PART OF MY DREAM TO BE IN NGEE ANN!
CRAPSHIT! NOW I'M STUCK IN SOME STUPID POLYTECHNIC I DONT EVEN WANNA BE IN! :(
CRAP! holy stupid crap!

7:18 PM





Sunday, April 27, 2008

TODAY'S ONE UBER FUN DAY! :DD
smile smile smile smile all day long! :D
1st happy thing - HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEW BESTIE AKA BROTHER! :D
NEO!! :D hehe!!

2nd happy thing - I WENT OUT WITH LIM HAN AND JUNLIANG TODAY! I BOUGHT LOTS OF STUFFS TODAY! YAYS! :D hehes!

smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.

7:46 AM





Friday, April 25, 2008

I had tuition yesterday! It is the only one thing which made me happy the whole day through! :)
I feel really happy having gwendelien as my student! She's really cute and smart! I feel a great sense of accomplishment when i teach her!
In the beginning, she doesnt even know how to recite 1 to 10 in chinese. I felt really lost. I did not know how to help her! But she finally made it! She could even recite 1-10 just by looking at the words! I do not need to write the han yu pin yins down for her and she can read them! I feel really happy for her and for myself! (:

Oh yea, after tuition last night, SHE HUGGED ME! SO CUTE!! :D I'm really starting to love her alot! hehes! She is just so cute. It makes me smile when i think of her. hehes! :D

8:08 PM





Monday, April 21, 2008


DEAR DAD, I FIND YOUR EFFING FUCKING STUPID EXCUSES RIDICULOUS!
LIKE WHATSOEVER!
EVEN IF YOU'RE MY DAD! I WOULD STILL SAY THE SAME THING!
GUYS ARE ALL EFFING BASTARDS! LIE ALL YOU WANT!
ITS ALL THE SAME!
I FEEL SO SICK INSIDE!
IT IS CLEARLY REVOLTING LISTENING TO ALL YOUR LIES!
I SERIOUSLY WANNA THROW UP!
EFFING GAYSHIT! ALL YOU EVER KNOW IS TO LIE! WHEN HAVE YOU EVER BEEN REALLY TRULY HONEST TO ME HUHS?!

WHEN WAS IT THE FIRST TIME YOU WOULD SAY SOMETHING AND REALLY MEAN IT?!
JUST EFFING FUCK OFF GEDDIT?!
SICK OF YOUR EFFING LIES!


5:14 AM





Sunday, April 20, 2008


I woke up kinda early today
And something told me from that moment
It wouldn't be the same
It felt like you were hiding something
But I didn't push it
I didn't complain or say nothin
I triedacted like I didn't see it
Cause deep down I knew I didn't want to believe it

But there it was, it was you and her
You left your sidekick on the nightstand
And I read

Everything you did, and everything you said and
And now I'm standing here looking like damn..
I thought it was you and I
Now I all I got to say is why?

After all of the time that we've tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I know now you don't love me the same

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you

I notice now, that when I am around
You be trying to lock the door
[ The Way I Love You lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Whispering on the phone
Now wait a minute since we been in this house
You ain't never did this before
Tell me what's this about?

I tried to sit and say to myself
This here is too good he don't want nothing else
But there it was, it was you and her
You left your credit card receipt inside the beamer babe

Everything you bought her, and everything you spending
Now I'm standing here once again
I thought it was you and I
Now I all I have to say is why?

After all of the times that we've tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I know now you don't love me the same

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you

You Lied, You lied, Oh Why?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why?

After all of the times that we've tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I know now you don't love me the same

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you

2:00 AM





Saturday, April 19, 2008

RAWRS! MY MUM'S AN EFFING LIAR! She says i lost alot of weight! I don't even feel like i did lost alot of weight! I STILL LOOK REALLY FLESHY! GAHHHS~!!

Oh yea, I JOINED SOCCER IG! WOOHOOS! :P and Teck Geok says i don't look very SOCCER?! and i was like " OF COURSE WHAT! I'M NOT ROUND LIKE A SOCCER BALL!" and then she changed it to " You don't have the soccer face?!" and i was like " DUH! MY FACE AINT CHECKERED SIA!!" and she gave up and said this " You don't look like you can play soccer!" HAHAHAS! :DDD My beloved friend is so effing cute!! hehes! :D i love her! (:
I believe I'll erms..survive through the trials! HAHS! I shall prove to everyone that i can play soccer! MWAHAHAHAS! :D

Other than soccer, i joined Style and Photo IG too! HEHES! Style is something about designing, from postcards to advertisments to Web Designing and T Shirts designing! HEHES! :D
Photo IG...erms..kinda obvious huhs? ITS PHOTOGRAPHY DUH! hahas! :D
I guess i'll have fun with these two..HEHES! :D Oh yea, did i forget to mention that i might even get paid if i design for style IG? how cool is that! HEHES! :D

RP'S SO COOL! I LOVE MY CLASS W45C, I LOVE MY IGs, I LOVE MY FRIENDS! :D
I LOVE MY FACIs! I don't love my homeworks. -.-

3:34 AM





Friday, April 18, 2008

Tomorrow got church!
Sunday going to watch movie with yonglin!
Monday eat lunch with yonglin!
Tuesday eat lunch with Terrence!
Wednesday eat lunch with Redzuan!
Thursday go watch movie with Ragu!
Friday cell group!
RAHHHS! WHOLE YEAR NOT FREE! HAPPY!
GO DATE SOME STUPID WHORE MANS!
IRRITATED! GRRRRR~!!!
tskkk! EFFING BASTARD!

8:12 AM





Wednesday, April 16, 2008

TRICIA SAYS SAF IS SINGAPORE ANIMAL FARM! ( and i think so too! hehe!!)
CHIPPY'S MY NEW LOVE! :D
I LOVE CHIPPY!
CHIPPY LOVES ME!
YAYS! :D

7:02 AM





Tuesday, April 15, 2008



LITTLE LULU! HEHE! :DD the little girl in the little red dress. (:

6:55 PM





Saturday, April 12, 2008

GUYS OUT THERE!
Look on your right! hahas! :D Its the SINGAPORE AIR FORCE! WOOHOOOS!!
Click on it ya! :D
There are games

COOL DOWNLOADS!

and many more! YOU'LL BE AWED BY THE WEBSITE AFTER YOU LOOK AT IT!
even the song played sounds so cool! It feels like..." SIR! I AM READY FOR THE MISSION!!"
hehehes!! SO COOL! (:

I LOVE SAF!! GO SEE OK! GO! GO ! GO!! hahas!!

7:23 PM






The day was really great today! (: I first headed down to mediacorp to do a survey! Made two new lovely friends, Shikin and Razinah! haha! :D They're really nice people!
After that met Elena, her friend, kavitha and nat to smoke sheesha at Haji Lane's Altazzag Egyptian Restaurant! REALLY COOL! :D Mixed fruit smelt nice, but tasted so-so. The aftertaste is DISGUSTING! I'm sorry i had to use loads of your tissue kavitha.. :(
We had loads of fun talking, laughing spray, potato wedges, pita bread and stuffs! Yeaps! Finally walked down to City Hall's makansutra glutton's bay to have mee goreng for dinner. It has really been a great day without those hooligans around! (: Thank God i did not go church! hahas!
There was a gig going on nearby where we were eating. Yea, so great food, great entertainment - ULTIMATE PLEASURE! :D WONDERFUL DAY I HAD! hahas!

I shall do an advertisment for the egyptian restaurant we went! Their services were great! HAHAS! :D


Where do you get sheesha for $15 + free iced water?

HERE IT IS! :D At 24 Haji Lane!

Where you'll see really pretty sheesha erms..BOTTLES! =x

yea! hahas! SO BRING YOUR FRIENDS DOWN! HAHAS! There's really good food there too! HAHAS! I personally recommend the potato wedges! It tastes really nice with the two sauces mixed together, a little salty with a tinge of spiciness! hehe!
A really great place to hang out!
Hmms..ratings.. 4 STARS! :D

Credits: Pictures from http://www.hungrygowhere.com/singapore/altazzag_egyptian_restaurant/ (:

TATA! :D

9:27 AM





Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Sighs! At this point of time, i feel really really scared. I really wish i have someone to tell all this to. Even telling it to my classmate is a bad choice! His mouth so big! RAWRS~! I feel like i'm all by myself right now. I feel really scared....REALLY, SERIOUSLY SCARED.. I don't even know what if i can't see anymore? I don't wanna go blind mans! :(

Oh yea, I saw guorong yesterday. Hahs! Guorong..hmms..a guy who stepped into my life and left like a wind.

7:48 PM





Monday, April 7, 2008

I don't know what to say! I'm utterly speechless.. LIKE HELLO!?
I tried to log on to RP'S Leo website for like umpteen times! I was getting a little frustrated already! ON THE VERGE OF THROWING MY NOTEBOOK AND CRASH IT ONTO THE FLOOR!
Effing irritated! I don't even know if saving my password is something good or bad! I DON'T GET IT MANS! LIKE WTF! I can definitely vomit blood after what happened to me tonight! Oh yea, most probably because i get irritated with things VERY easily! yessssss....-.- It irritates me to know that my password has to contain a capital letter, a small letter, a symbol, and it has to be alphanumeric. It has to be at least 8 characters long. It irritates me to know that i actually do not even bother typing my password multiple times but i have to JUST BECAUSE THE WINDOW KEEPS POPPING UP! RAWRS!

How irritating indeed! Most probably, i'll just die after 3 years of irritation done by RP's internet! YESSS...Don't tell me " oh! its notso bad after all!" I'll seriously feel like rolling my eyes in front of you, step on your feet a couple of times and smack you right on the head! I am so effing pissed! I never ever thought that logging into Leo was a chore. But i finally find it as a chore! AS OF TODAY!

Wish me luck for tomorrow, that i'll not die under the hands of RP'S INTERNET ONCE AGAIN!

8:37 AM





Sunday, April 6, 2008

SO....this is my first day at school! HEHS! and..well..
SCHOOL'S FUN! :D hehes!
Better than i pictured it out to be.. hehes!!
Oh yea, School's 7-11 has BEN & JERRY'S!! WOOHOOS!! I don't mind eating New York Super Fudge Chunk everyday! MWAHAHAHHAS!! :P
Oh yea, did our very first presentation today. Well, it seems quite fun...hmms..i guess thats all for class today huhs..
HEHES! CLASSES ARE ENDING SOON!! TIME TO HAVE FUN! YAYS!! (:

10:34 PM






I can't believe school's starting so fast..TOMORROW! OMGGGG!! ):
Thats really fast. ):
SIGHS!
My whole mind's blank now..hehs!

12:51 AM





Saturday, April 5, 2008


OKAYS! shall post a picture of me to scare you guys! mwahahahas! :D
no la..this was taken after service while i was talking to claudia. HOW RANDOM INDEED! HEHS~!
anyways...well..lots of things happened today. I'm finally having bible study, specially given by Grace. Erms..she says she'll try to keep it short. haha! YAYS! Actually, i think its very short already..30 minutes..yea..its really enough. But claudia says bryan gave wallace bible study, the very same book i'm doing right now AND IT ONLY TAKES 5 MINUTES! WTH LA! I WANT BRYAN TO BE MY BIBLE STUDY TEACHER! RAWRS! Don't have to read or anything. hehs! Maybe like just straight to the point, fill in the blanks can already! Hehehes! :P

Oh yea, i did not know why, but i suddenly felt erms..very weird...like i usually don't sit down and listen to people talk about their problems and like preach about God. But i managed to do it today. I don't know why. I am so amazed by his works. I did not actually have to think of what to say, they just automatically come to my mind. Even when i was praying for brandon, they just automatically come to my mind. yea..weird..

Oh yea, and WALLACE BULLY ME TODAY! ): He's such an ass! I hate him to the ends of the UNIVERSE! HEHS! WALLACE CHUA JUN YI! THATS HOW MUCH I HATE YOU! grrr~!! keep calling me a lizard! The worst was his chinese was so bad that he actually pronounced bi hu as pi gu and there goes another new name for me...WTH! Grrrr~!!! I was so mad with him, i kicked him on his leg, and i forgot that i had blisters cause i was wearing a two inch heel and it really hurt! Totally cried laaaaa~!!! WTF! I hate him! I'm so gonna make sure i won't be seeing him anymore! RAHHHS! Or i'll chew his head off! GAHHHS~!!!

Hmms..what else..oh yea.. something weird happen today... Averic asked me i was a close friend of claudia's..and i said yes. But the weirdest thing is when he asked me if know anything about her, i don't know how to answer. T . T I mean..what do you expect me to say? Like.." well...erms..in my opinion, she's a lovely girl?" THATS WHAT EVERYONE WILL SAY RIGHT! SO EFFING TYPICAL LAAA!! So i was kinda dumbfounded..yea..But its kinda obvious that averic likes claudia. HEHS! TOO OBVIOUS! HAHAS! :DD Good luck mans sister! :DDD

Oh yea, Today's the first day i went home with stella on the train! HAHS! I FEEL SO HONORED! WOOHOOS~!!! hahas! Yea.. well because she usually always go home with iris, sasha and yvonne.. never had a chance to go home with her..yea.. It was a nice experience going home with her. yea..

Okayyys... TIRED FOR NOW. So erms..i shall blog more tomorrow huhs...Perhaps.
TATA! :D

9:59 AM





Friday, April 4, 2008

Well, went for cellgroup today! HAHS! :D yea.. had loads of fun. Grace said to erm..stop being double- minded. Stop procrastinating God. But....i don't know...=/ I somehow feel like God knows that i'm gonna stop being a regular in cellgroup. Well, you can't possibly blame me right...i feel really stress. I can BREAK SOON! Seriously just fall on my knees and just cry infront of anyone soon! Like i still cannot accept the fact that i have 7 scores to practise this week! SICK! and vun, grace and bryan all supported me to join photography. Maybe thats what God wants me to do. Well, its part of my dream too! To be a photojournalist. So i shall join photography as an IG. Bryan says its very slack, vun too..so maybe its REALLY VERY SLACK! Phoebe! Just stop stressing yourself out! gahhhs!!
Oh yea, and i was playing with my camera today and this is what i caught! hehes!


In the bus, on the way to Grace's house! hehehes! :P


On the way home, in Samuel's dad's car with a cute GPS in it. HAHAS! "200 METERS TURN LEFT!" omg!! how cool is that! hehs! Oh yea, thanks to samuel dad, i reached home safely.. hehes! :D THANKS UNCLE! TONNES OF GRATITUDE! hahas! :D
Oh yea, guys! Flyer's outing has been postponed because my mum was sick that day. So i will be taking the flyer next week! PICTURES WILL BE UP BY NEXT WEEK? hahas! :D
So..erms.. just keep reading and erm...keep a lookout for those pictures! hehes! (:

9:52 AM





Thursday, April 3, 2008

2nd day of orientation was pretty much fun! :D
well, in the beginning when i went to gather with the CCC people, i felt like erms..they all seem abit weird to me. But the first friend i made in the day was AZIMAH! WOOHOOS~!! Must high abit ar! cuz FIRST FRIEND I MADE IN THE DAY KAYS! hahas! :D She was previously from Pingyi secondary school! yea! :D
and the next few friends i made were Nasri, Christine? ( i think so! the spanish, malay HOT LADY!) and atiqah! YEA! hehes! They're from kent ridge secondary school! WOOHOOS~!! second batch of people i made friends with. :D It is counted the largest number of people i made friends with in one shot. yea..IN RP LA! yea..-.-
oh yea..and something weird happened today, ask me if you wanna know.. not gonna say much..just that honestly, i don't feel that i'm pretty. I still think christine is hot! hehe! with that grey contacts of hers and the way she bun her hair...OMG! SEXAYE! ooh la la~ hehes! :P
yea.. and erms..well, everything was going on smoothly, and i made 3 new friends. Yea,erms..the other two guys..i kinda forgot their name.. so i shall call them " starbucks aka shangri - la guy and soccer player boy". I remember the girls though! Lyan? or smth...=X and erms...??? AIYEEE!! the ones acting as zara's mother and best friend. yea..thats all i know! hehes! :D and i noticed that the girl acting as zara has stage fright..ME TOO! HEHES! Luckily i was not acting as the contestant. Just acting as the stranger in the gameshow skit " IDENTITY!" hehes!

Well, my group members were all wondering why i chose to be a street performer rather than model. Well because.. i think acting out as a street performer seems easier than acting as a model. Its just so not me. hehe. =X Sorry..hehs..yea..

Oh yea, and i feel really stressed after today. Well because basically, i have 7 piano scores to practise within a week and piano lessons have been shifted to thursday, 8.30 - 9.00pm. On top of that, i have church and cellgroup, IG (CCA if most of you don't know) *IG is COMPULSORY! because RP does not have industrial attachment*, daily reflections, daily homework. Tonnes and Loads of commitment! I am so gonna stretch myself to the limit. I only hope that God will give me the strength to stretch myself further. Oh yea, not forgetting that i have bible study! SIGHS!
Guys, please tell me what to do.. I'm already planning on fixing a schedule, but on top of that, i have to seriously learn to be flexible too...So...maybe a schedule fixed will be redundant too ehs?
And school starts at 9 and end at 4.30 everyday. Please tell me what i should do. I really feel so lost. I can seriously just kill myself in front of the facilitators! I bet even daily counselling wouldn't help much, even tonnes of bottles of sleeping pills wouldn't help me get to sleep and wake up early in the morning without feeling lethargic. SIGHS!

7:21 AM





Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Kinda have a few stuffs i wanna sell out so guys, do help me yea? and strictly only meetups at my own convenience. (: E.g. town, woodlands, amk, bishan, yishun, sembawang, khatib, admiralty. :D



Erms..this skirt isn't really in good condition, well...i'll give it a 8/10! (:
bought it for $20 so i'll sell it at $12 then :D



erms.. this top was a gift from my aunt. Its still rather new cuz i havent worn it before. hehe!
$12 too! Condition: 10/10



Bought this at chinatown when i was sec 3. Erms.. wore it only once during chinese new year that year. So its still new. :D Condition 10/10
I have to sell at least $25 for this! :D
half of what i paid that year. :)



Wore this for my dining ettiqutte. Erms.. condition 9/10?
wore it only twice! HEHS! :D
how about a $10 for this? HAHAS! :D

If you're interested in the above items, do text me yea? Phoebe @ 97108292 (:

3:35 AM





Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Well, its orientation today. Pretty nothing much has happened. Well, got to know some new friends though. HAHAS! Like a girl from hospitality..i think? yea.. she's quite a nice girl. Though i think she's kinda erms..straightforward! hahas! :D
Well, everything has been fine for the past 1 and half hour. HAHS! :D Except being marked as LATE! RAWRS! I wasn't late! The main point was peixin's dad came late. Thus, i was late. If i took the train down, i wouldn't have been late. I guess.. hees. Anyways, thanks to peixin dad, i reached school safely! :D haha
School's starting this coming monday and lots of problem solving stuffs to do. HAHAS! I guess it will be interesting...i guess.. School's gonna start at 9am everyday. I would have to take the train to school myself i guess...yea..guess again..T . T how depressing huhs! If only my dad can fetch me to school..SIGHS!

Well, thats all for now. OH YEA! caught something really interesting recently.



7:28 PM