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All that I am___
PHOEBE
SEVENTEEN going on to EIGHTEEN
30/11/1990
RP - DCID
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Sorry, haven't really updated much about yesterday.As you can see, I went for rock climbing yesterday. Well, I did not climb, kinda just accompanied zee to rock climbing as I did not want to go home so early. Yeaps! THANK YOU MANY MANY FOR ACCOMPANYING ME YESTERDAY ZEE! *hugs!*
Oh yea! I got to know who is RENA yesterday! She is my new friend! HAHA! HOT, HOT, SEXY RENA! HAHA!! Rudy aka Riff's favourite! HAHA!! :D

Oh, other than that..pretty nothing much happened.

I had science UT today, and it was EASY PEASY! I KNOW I KNOW! You guys so gonna say " gees! since when did Phoebe found sciend easy peasy?" hehs! Well, I studied really hard for it ok! I combined all the ppts together to form ONE PPT! HAHS! UNITED THEY STAND! It really helped me alot better. Except for some calculations, I guess I will still have problem with it.


Oh yea, uhms..well, my two friends quarrelled today. I could not help it but I feel really bad shouting at shawn. Well, because uhms.. I did not mean it. yea. SORRY GUYS. But you two should really make up big time! :)
I will treat you to gummy bears ok! :D

oh yea! PS: THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TODAY!

4 blonde idiots playing wahjong. xD



7:45 AM





Sunday, July 27, 2008

Have you ever felt like your life seems so beautiful
too beautiful that some things should rather be kept unknown.

Somehow, there was this little boy, he used to feel that life was the most beautiful thing God has given to him.
He had the happiest, loving family.
He had everything he wanted. He never had anything to worry about.
He thought " no matter how bad the World is to me, I have my family to turn to."
Soon.. things began to unfold. He grew up and got to know more and more things about his family members.
His sister was a liar, a full time drug addict.
His mum used to be a shoplifter.
His dad earns money by peddling drugs to people on the street.
He could not withold any longer.

He somehow felt that God has foresaken him. God gave him not only the worst family in the whole wide world, God brought him pain, hurt and confusion.

If only he had never opened that very email. Things would have remained the same. Things wouldn't have changed.

Though their love for him has never changed. But...
CAN YOU IMAGINE KNOWING THE TRUTH,
YET KNOW THAT THEY STILL LOVE YOU?

this little boy is a friend of mine. A REALLY CLOSE FRIEND.
soy yo


11:24 PM






Hopeless
A single word that you would not expect from me, from me
I take it like it’s coming from an enemy

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this

I’ve been thinking, take me now, I’m in too far
This could be my last goodbye
You could stay, I’ll be alright
I’ve been thinking, take me now, I’m in too far

♥♥

5:54 PM






" I'll love you till the end of time and space!"
"I'll walk with you no matter rain or shine!"
"For You, I'll take the stars off the skies!"
WHATS NEXT!

GUYS ARE REALLY GREAT LIARS! TSK! I don't trust anyone ESPEICALLY GUYS anymore!
Say all you want! I don't wanna hear anymore. I am sick and tired of it!
Really!
GUYS! GET A LIFE! tsk!

7:21 AM





Saturday, July 26, 2008

PICTURES
let them speak for themselves! (:GUINNESS 9 BALL TOUR! :D


The " play yourself" people



BLACK FOXES! Omg! They are seriously hot! GUYS YOU OWE IT TO ME! MWAHAHAHS! :D


This guy was way better than the black foxes! He played really well!
It pretty much shows that pool is a guy game. TILL...-.-

THIS L.A.P APPEARED! Tsk! I don't even know where he came from. Maybe some chapalang country, cause he don't look Singaporean. He plays really swift and whatsoever, but throughout the whole game only got in 3-4 balls. HELLO L.A.P! GO HOME! -.- tskkkTHIS IS NOT THE SAME GUY. I don't really know who is he, but not bad. Quite a good player too.


MORE OF BLACK FOXES! :D






1ST FEW PICS: The tentage outside requires you to just buy $10 worth of guinness stout in order to get in. YOU NEED A TICKET. Therefore, I only took the outside and decided to watch it on a small screen tv in VELOCITY! :D

Next few pics: Somehow they said the more signatures you have on the ball, the more Guinness will be donating, I SIGNED IT! :D hehs! My favourite number! 7! :D


As usual, Singapore never gets into the finals. -.- If it does, I'll really laugh! TSK! You will see pretty much filipinos and taiwanese people on the board. They're really good compared to Singaporeans you know. Well, when you see Singaporeans play only, You'll go " this guy's great!" Till you see taiwanese and filipinos play, you'll go " AWESOME!" xD

5:51 AM






For the first time, I feel so sad.
I feel that I am pretty pathetic.
For the first time, I felt how it feel like to have money yet no friends.

I feel so alone. SO ALONE.
It feels as though I am stuck somewhere cold and alone.
Even money cannot fill my empty heart..

2:42 AM





Friday, July 25, 2008

What's with you and the world?
WHY AM I ALWAYS THE INFERIOR ONE?
GEES!
Compared to you, I may be nothing!
NOTHING AT ALL!
BITCH! I HATE YOU!

8:01 AM





Thursday, July 24, 2008

HELPPPPP~!!!
I feel so sick and tired of school.
I feel as though its pretty much a boring place to go to.
I seem to be entertained by what they do.
Other than that?
BORINGGGG!!
I don't like school!
TYPICAL RP STUDENTS!
TYPICAL _____! tsk tsk!

At least I am glad I am in a polytechnic compared to that S.O.B! He's suffering in NS! Tsk! It seems to give me little comfort. tsk -.-

9:10 PM





Wednesday, July 23, 2008

PROUDLY PRESENTING...






BIMBOS VS AH LIANS!!





It is so funny you gotta watch it!

CRYSTAL'S REALLY FUNNY! I LOVE IMITATING HER! HAHAS!!
"Welcome to saturday night live..with ...CRYSTAL!!

teehees! :D

REMEMBER TO WATCH IT YEA! AND HAVE FUN! :D haha!


5:43 PM





Monday, July 21, 2008


I really love and miss running on the track.
Even if it makes me feel really tired. I really want to do something that I really love.
Yet, at times I feel that some people tend to stop me from doing what I want to do. Stop me frim achieving my goals. I want to run as fast as my friends. I want to catch up with them.

Yet, at times, I feel that people are pulling me back.
GEES.. YOU'RE THE ONE!
I HATE YOU BITCH!
I REALLY DO!

7:50 AM





Sunday, July 20, 2008


When would it be?
will it ever be the time when you realise im no you?
I don't speak like you.
I don't act like you.
I'm not you.
Yet, I feel like a puppet on strings.

I behave the way you want me to; unwillingly
I speak the way you want me to; unwillingly
I walk the way you want me to; unwillingly

Have i been your shadow all along?
Have i no voice to speak up on my own?
I am left in the cold, speechless.
unknowingly, we have all been trying to fit into the other's footsteps
even though when we don't fit in


secretly,
I HATE TO LIVE WITH YOU.
I HATE TO BE A PART OF YOU.

7:53 AM





Saturday, July 19, 2008

HEY GUYS! :D
I finally cut my hair!

Thanks to Pearlyn and Tricia, I am really glad to have a good haircut! TEEHEES! :D
I used to always feel really sad after cutting my hair, but I feel really happy today! Thanks to Pearlyn for introducing me to CHAPTER 2! It's a great place! The people are really nice there!
Although I did not manage to look for Jay over there as i felt pretty awkward. But I seriously feel that the guys there are really great at cutting hair! They give you what you want and make it look really great! I shall go there to cut my hair next time! NO MORE RUINING OF HAIR!

By the way, for your information, the 28 bucks spent was really worth it ok. Their service was great and they wash your hair before cutting, rinse after cutting and blow dry. Usually when you look on the windows of many salons, they tend to just say " cut, wash & blow dry" TSK. It is indeed cut, wash and just blow dry. But what you get in CHAPTER 2 is a whole lot new experience and it is fun! It feels like a WHOLE NEW YOU coming out of the salon ok!


SO.. DO TRY IT OUT! TRUST ME! :)

ps: tricia! THANKS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO CUT MY HAIR EHS! < <3>


4:01 AM





Thursday, July 17, 2008

MY VERY OWN NEW NIKE+ MINI!! :D
Its really great knowing that my nuffnang ads are pretty interesting! Teehees!!

CUTE RIGHT? You cannot really see how nice it is! But it will be really fun when you get to experience it. :D

Nike is the official sponsor for the HUMAN RACE, 10K! COOL RIGHT?! YES IT IS! Don't deny! HAHA! Although, I do not really support Nike, It is seriously cool to be actually having some fun with this java thingy here!! So , what you're waiting for? JUST DO IT! LIKE NIKE SAYS SO! :D

CLICK THE AD NOW! OK!! :D


1:08 AM





Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Do singaporeans seriously do not have any creativity at all?
WHY BE SO SIMPLE MINDED AND NOT THINK OUT OF THE BOX?
First, Singaporean dramas are a total look alike compared with Korean, Taiwanese and American dramas.
The endings are all the same, someone dies, someone gets married, Family reunion.. ANYTHING NEW? GEES! My toes are laughing.

Now, whats next? Copying campaign advertisments, passing them off as national day music videos? GEES.. I don't see anything special about this year's national day music video. Have singaporeans really run out of ideas?
Is creativity nurtured or in-born?

Why people from other countries can be alot more creative than us?
Are we singaporeans inferior compared to people of other countries?
Is that why these figgin' China people are laughing at us for being dumb?
TSK! NOW I SERIOUSLY HATE TO SAY ONE THING.
BUT I REALLY WISH I CAN.
it will always be a secret. gees...

7:33 AM





Tuesday, July 15, 2008

I do not know why, I kinda feel sick and tired of going to school.
Give me another reason to go to school.
A valid and a lovely one to make me go to school.


DEAR GOD, I MISS COMING FORTH TO YOU.
Lead me to a church where I would want to stay in.
i miss you daddy God.


6:48 AM





Saturday, July 12, 2008


Nicole Richie is soon coming up with a new TV Series on her book " THE TRUTH ABOUT DIAMONDS!" :D

Pretty cool huhs! I am so excited to find out what is going to be all about. GEES! But I've got no E! Entertainment channel. SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME IF YOU DO SEE IT ON TV! :D


As I was growing up,
I heard a small little voice
it told me " girl, you're the one for me"
these were the words
i thought had depicted my story
but no, i realised things were no more than what you see in a regular movie
xoxo ♥,
a lovelorn girl

8:59 AM





Thursday, July 10, 2008


I loved you more than myself
I loved you more than I thought the skies could carry
I loved you more than anyone ever knew
YET, RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT..
The very moment, we are apart...
I have to let go
and SAY GOODBYE
Love,
a lovelorn girl


School was rather great today and the past few days. It is fun disturbing Shawn despite knowing the fact that it is mean and bad of us to do so. I hope he does not take it to heart! We're all the PSK CLIQUES! TEEHEES!!

Oh yea, We had fire drill yesterday and as we embark on our journey to the rugby football field, Shawn happily PS-ED US! RAWRRS! He views his life more important than us! NICE FRIEND!
Not caring about us, leaving us alone, he left us with a remark " You three girls! BTH! YOU ALL ARE POKEMONS! YOU KNOW WHY? YOU KNOW HOW TO SCREECH!"

It shows how we love and care for each other you see! By being mean and all "lovey dovey" mean monsters to each other! HAHAS! By making really casual remarks yet laughing at them.

Today, Shawn said Tricia and I were " tehhing" and I could not comprehend what he meant by
tehhing" and therefore, I concluded that " tehhing" means he has said something wrong and we go " tehhh!!" HAHAHAS!! THE SOUND YOU HEAR IN A GAMESHOW WHEN SOMEONE ANSWERS WRONGLY! Oh! I just realised it sounds a little like " teh tarik" too! HAHAS! Shawn is such a failure! I cannot comprehend certain words he use at times! HAHAS!

Oh! Shawn thought he was really funny when ShaunShaun said he only bought the buspass and Shawn said " so how to make the bus score?"
-.-! I AM FEELING EMO NOW. So all the hahas out there are for you to laugh at. (:

Hope you guys ain't as sad as me. BE CHEERY! Its easy...*for real*

8:07 AM





Monday, July 7, 2008

Gees... I feel sick and tired of coming to school!
When are the UTs going to end?
I feel rather stupid. As though the whole world is laughing at me. TSK!
Who would ever thought I would be in RP?

Murphy must be laughing at me too. TSK! No one would have expected this. Maybe, everyone else did except me. GEES. I feel as if my life's ending in this fucking stupid school.
School isn't the right thing for me now. I guess.. GEES! I cannot imagine this if I were to transfer over to MI now. Things would still be the same. It would still be as bad as this. But yet, think again. At least people like Murphy would say " HAHAS! PEEPS WHO GO TO MI ARE PEEPS WHO WANT TO GO TO JCs BUT THEY CANNOT MAKE IT!"
Rather than now, he's saying stuffs like "RP=HIGHEST NITEC!"

TSK! RP wasn't even one of my choice. I don't see whats the point of coming to school. -.-
I do not even see the purpose of coming to school anymore! Just to spend my days away? Maybe.. GEES. I feel as though someone needs to give a tight slap on my face.

6:30 PM





Sunday, July 6, 2008

OMG! WHY AM I SO INTO PLASTIC GIRLS? GAHHHS!!
I always thought like " HOW NICE IT WOULD BE TO BE BORN WITH SOME THAI/ DUTCH/ PORTUGESE blood in me?

GEES..o.o I never realised these were all fake! TSK! like DAWN YANG?
ok.. I'm so not gonna add pepper & salt and fry some chapalang whatsoever.
BUT PARIS HILTON?!
MY HOLYFISHHEADBUNNEH!

CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?!

Like I always thought Paris was this..


CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THIS IS HER?









WHAT A HORRIFIC SIGHT!! GAHHHS!! I SHOULD SERIOUSLY RE-CONSIDER PLASTIC SURGERY NOW. gees...

3:35 AM





Saturday, July 5, 2008


PEEKAAAAS!!! :DD

myspace image at Gickr


8:44 PM






OMGGG!! I'LL MISS YOU NAT! :(
IT'LL BE MISERABLE WITHOUT YOU! TEEHEES!! YOUR BIRTHDAY! I'll promise you we'll have cookies and loads of fun! AND LOADS OF PICTURES OK! LOVE YOU!! (:

We met up today again as I had no tuition today. Ivy wanted to spend time with Gwen, so I am free. We met up, had lunch at Esteler (Far East). Oh! We saw ___ today. Here's what happened.

NAT: ISN'T THAT ____?
Me: errr..that girl has ____-ish face but no ____ish hair..
NAT: BUT THAT IS ____!! RIGHT?
Me: OH! YES! THAT IS ____!!

HAHAS!! SUPER HILARIOUS.

OH YEA. We saw CC too. CC isn't as pretty as I thought. GEES. Average looking girl with tonnes of Photoshop. TSK. GUYS ARE SERIOUSLY DUMB. TSK!

By the way, here's what we did today. Strutted our stuffs from City Hall MRT station to Bread Talk, holding the bag in the " bitch" style, had 12 stares. Slacked at Mac's and played with my webcam a little, peeked at people's friendsters and stuffs. Walked about City Hall. Watched Fireworks, Packet mee goreng from Lau Pa Sat, walked down to Raffles Place to eat it and we train-ed home! :D

I HAD LOTS OF FUN!! I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO THAT FUCKING STUPID SCHOOL! NEITHER DO I WANT TO SEE THOSE FUCKED UP PEOPLE! WHAT THE TOOT!

DEAR BITCH, I KNOW YOU'RE LOOKING AT MY BLOG, AND I DON'T CARE! BITCH ABOUT ME FOR ALL I CARE. FOR ONE DAY I AM REALLY SURE I'LL RIP YOUR MOUTH APART! FUCKING STUPID FAT WHORE! DON'T ACT AS IF YOU'RE ALL HOLY AND SHIT! BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT! I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANY FURTHER! I HAVE ENOUGH! IF YOU WANT TO! MONDAY SETTLE! SET?! FUCKING WHORE!

8:23 AM





Friday, July 4, 2008

I skipped school yesterday! WOOHOOS!! I know peixin was lonely, but I really had to! I MISS NAT MORE THAN ANYTHING! MORE THAN THOSE PEEPS IN W45C! Somehow that simpleton friendship of ours means alot to me than anything else.

PS: IT IS PICTURE HEAVY FROM HERE ONWARDS. You can choose to alt+F4 if you want to. :D



































FAIRUZ'S STALKER!!! He kept looking at us taking Fairuz's picture! xD Its kinda blur here..rawrs!





THE END! :D





6:46 PM