2nd day of orientation was pretty much fun! :D
well, in the beginning when i went to gather with the CCC people, i felt like erms..they all seem abit weird to me. But the first friend i made in the day was AZIMAH! WOOHOOS~!! Must high abit ar! cuz FIRST FRIEND I MADE IN THE DAY KAYS! hahas! :D She was previously from Pingyi secondary school! yea! :D
and the next few friends i made were Nasri, Christine? ( i think so! the spanish, malay HOT LADY!) and atiqah! YEA! hehes! They're from kent ridge secondary school! WOOHOOS~!! second batch of people i made friends with. :D It is counted the largest number of people i made friends with in one shot. yea..IN RP LA! yea..-.-
oh yea..and something weird happened today, ask me if you wanna know.. not gonna say much..just that honestly, i don't feel that i'm pretty. I still think christine is hot! hehe! with that grey contacts of hers and the way she bun her hair...OMG! SEXAYE! ooh la la~ hehes! :P
yea.. and erms..well, everything was going on smoothly, and i made 3 new friends. Yea,erms..the other two guys..i kinda forgot their name.. so i shall call them " starbucks aka shangri - la guy and soccer player boy". I remember the girls though! Lyan? or smth...=X and erms...??? AIYEEE!! the ones acting as zara's mother and best friend. yea..thats all i know! hehes! :D and i noticed that the girl acting as zara has stage fright..ME TOO! HEHES! Luckily i was not acting as the contestant. Just acting as the stranger in the gameshow skit " IDENTITY!" hehes!

Well, my group members were all wondering why i chose to be a street performer rather than model. Well because.. i think acting out as a street performer seems easier than acting as a model. Its just so not me. hehe. =X Sorry..hehs..yea..

Oh yea, and i feel really stressed after today. Well because basically, i have 7 piano scores to practise within a week and piano lessons have been shifted to thursday, 8.30 - 9.00pm. On top of that, i have church and cellgroup, IG (CCA if most of you don't know) *IG is COMPULSORY! because RP does not have industrial attachment*, daily reflections, daily homework. Tonnes and Loads of commitment! I am so gonna stretch myself to the limit. I only hope that God will give me the strength to stretch myself further. Oh yea, not forgetting that i have bible study! SIGHS!
Guys, please tell me what to do.. I'm already planning on fixing a schedule, but on top of that, i have to seriously learn to be flexible too...So...maybe a schedule fixed will be redundant too ehs?
And school starts at 9 and end at 4.30 everyday. Please tell me what i should do. I really feel so lost. I can seriously just kill myself in front of the facilitators! I bet even daily counselling wouldn't help much, even tonnes of bottles of sleeping pills wouldn't help me get to sleep and wake up early in the morning without feeling lethargic. SIGHS!