GAHHHHS! I feel really sick of school. tsk.tsk.tsk.tsk
Idon't wanna go to school anymore. But somehow...kenny's push pop promise motivates me to go to school...IDIOT. tsk! Thursday is Enterprise UT, then comes Friday, which is Science. Finally, then holidays for 2 weeks coming up. I really cannot wait for holidays! I am so gonna work so hard, save money, shop during GSS! hahas! :D

I don't know why. Suddenly, part of me blames myself for being in RP. It was 5Compassion small outing yesterday, kinda planned between me and Weng Kit. Lim Han, Jun Liang and Murphy came too. (: It was really long since I met them. Somehow, a part of me feels really happy finally seeing them once again. But..Murphy kinda dampened my spirits for that particular evening. He said some really hurtful stuffs. It made me reflect alot on why I am in RP and not NP. Why I am not even able to make it to any of the courses in NP. Instead, I had to go to RP to take communication and information design.

Somehow, I kept questioning myself. What if I did not fall for that effing son of a bitch? Maybe things would have been different? Maybe I would have just concentrated on my O levels real hard and maybe I would have been able to go to NP.
But well, God has his every reasons for everything he does. I shall not question him. He has great plans for me. I shall not probe further into it. Gees. I don't know...=/

I was suppose to have kayak land training today, but i was not in attire, therefore, I did not go for it. Peixin and I decided to skip it after going up to the student clubroom and realised everyone were with their own cliques. Gees..I kinda cannot imagine how it would be if Peixin went for the land training on her own. Although it is a small jog around RP, but being alone sounds really sad. So, we decided to go back to AMK together. Oh yea, did i forget to mention how effing black faced yonglin was? TSK. WTHECK?! I mean honestly, I only told Shawn to wait. He can choose not to wait if he wants to. Why did he have to show me that stupid expression of his? It made me feel really pissed that I did not even want to tag along with them to take the train. TSK. TSK. TSK. OM EFFING GOSH! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEIR EFFING BRAINS?! -inhales, exhales

Okays, yea.. At AMK, well, we kinda walked around, slacked a little bit, oh yea, we saw a robber. ASSHOLE! I SHOULD HAVE TRIPPED HIM! DAMN! you earned it dude! CRAP. Oh yea, we kinda met some sheng siong worker. HEHES! Our ex - co worker. Tsk. Seeing him is equivalent to seeing DEATH GOD. Tsk. Well, honestly, I feel disgusted seeing people like him,who are effing desperate. Tsk. Well, anyway, that is all for today.

Yea, enough of rantings and stuffs before they start calling me complain queen again.. SHIKES! MY HOLY MAMA ITSYWITSYSPIDERDINGDONGBELL!